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Jan. 3

English History again with yummy Mr XXXXX. Of course I sat at the front doing my best Pussycat Dolls impression, enjoying every moment of his increasing discomfort. Several times he came to a stop in mid sentence as he noticed me ever so slightly, gently rub the inside of my dark thigh with my fingers whilst looking directly into his eyes. Before I leave collage I'm going to make a move on him. After all he's practcally eating out of my little Indian hand already.

Jan. 1

I decided to put a 'Contact Me' button on the web site, and was immediatly swamped with offers of everything from marriage to invites for threesomes! The real problem with these two offers is that I like both. Meaning that in the former case, my husband (an Indian husband would be insupportable) would become jealous, and in the latter, the wife/girlfriend would eventually suffer the same fate. After all, I am the Sexiest Indian Babe on the web!!

Dec 28

Today I was working in the office with my man, and before you could say 'Hot Indian Babe' I was being photographed maturbating on the stairs. Not many office workers can claim to have had such days.

Dec 27

Another day, another toilet and another Indian nurse sucking cock. It's a tough job...but someones got to do it!

Nov 21

A few days of serious studying. No time for anything else apart from making some small tweeks to my website. Coming from my closed upbringing in India and discovery the internet here, I quickly realized that this would be my future. So I did an online basic HTML and web design course. This has proved very useful in that the photographer originally just wanted to pay me for the pics and vids. Now, because I'm able to update and run my own site, we share the income from it. A much better arrangment, don't you think?

Nov 13

At home we have the washing machine in the bathroom. This proves to be an excellent location for when I'm feeling horny. If the washing machines going, I just pop into the bathroom, lock the door and sit myself up on it. If I touch my clit whilst pressing the back of my hand onto the vibrating surface top I have the slowest and best orgasms possible. Thank God I always have lots of laundry!

Oct 30

Suffering from a horrible cold. I was so blocked up that during todays photoshoot, I was unable to suck cock properly. The poor photographer will just have to wait till I'm better.

Oct 23

More Indian Madhuri updates today including a pretty cool movie. On the whole I really do enjoy the photo and video work. The only real problem is that it's sometimes alittle frustrating having to constantly stop and start, more especially when I'm all creamy and wet, and just dying to come. Sometimes when I have to change outfits, I have a furtive wank in the model changing room. Still, the photographer suffers more. Only one cum shot at the end, after a day of running around moving lights, taking pics and staying hard. Not an easy job.

Oct 20

Uni' party last night. I went as a sexy nurse..and caused quite a stir. Though English hospitals are full of Indian nurses, non could compete with my look! Lots of bulging tousers from my male class mates that needed some serious first aid!

Oct 11

Posted a video of me as a Nun today. We shot this around one month ago and this was the final shoot of the day. The poor photographer had to keep a hard on all day and so when it came to the moment of truth, he shot a huge load into my mouth after very little sucking. Short and sweet lassi.

Oct 5

No matter how many times I'm asked to use one of my toys for a photo I never tire of it. Such a nice feeling, first applying the gel, then fingering myself to open my dark little Indian cunt, then slowly pushing the dildo in whilst turning it. And all while someone looks on and takes photos or video. I remember that after this shoot, I got the photographer to finger and lick me out..but all within the confines of our totally professional relationship of course!

Sept 29

Whilst walking to the shops yesterday, I passed a group of workmen who are doing some building work on a large project nearby. Of course with me 'dressed to impress', they all started shouting the usual stuff. I understand that it's just a 'guy in a group mentality', but I still don't understand why, in this day and age, a girl can't wear what she wants, without uninvited comment. Still, if it makes them happy, it's really just harmless.

Sept 20

Bought my little brother a telescope for his up- coming birthday. I took a look through it from my bedroom window. Opposite us are some blocks of flats and later that night I found myself panning over all the windows like a peeping tom. Though I didn't see any sexual activity, it was still a hot feeling being a voyuer. Maybe I'll do some photo sets along these lines.

Sept 15

Hmmm, mum was acting strange yesterday. A little cold towards me, avoiding eye contact and generally appearing flustered around me. Going to my room to write this diary I discovered why. There on the bed, left for me to find, was a dildo! Earlier this morning she must have hoovered my room and discovered it. After using it last night, I was too tired to hide it away, and just put it out of sight under my bed. I'm sure that like all Indian mums, she's just concerned that I'll not find a nice Indian husband if I happily just stick to bedtime toys.

Sept 1

Lazy day around the house as I have no school lessons today. Saw the postman coming along the road from my bedroom window and so tripped down the stairs in my (very short) nighty, and was able to open the front door just as he was bending down about to put the letters through the letterbox. His nose was level to my pussy! And I wasn't wearing any panties!

August 15

Back to my old and trusty armchair, but instead of my fingers doing the walking, the photographer does his duty for India! As you'll see in the movie I get quite carried away in the heat of the action and actually grab his hand to work it harder. The things a girls gotta do!

August 2

As you know I try and update my site at least 3 times each week.Todays movie was a real work to make. Though everything looks comfortable....it certainly was not. The sofa is too low for the photographer to get his cock inot my mouth. So I needed to prop my head up higher. And move my hands at the same time as sucking and bobbing my head up and down. I had such a neck ache later that night.

July 15

Collage this morning and the photo work this afternoon. It's kind of funny that the photographer knows about my collage life, but at collage they no nothing of my other job. On the other hand, it's cool having this secret life. And it's really hard work. I started off with fingering myself, then a dildo, then dildo and sucking cock, then lots of cock sucking and finally a cumshot into my open mouth. With both photos and videos for each. Sounds like a job description in Kamathipura. No rest for the wicked!

July 1

Saw my Indain friend Rupali this morning at school. She told me that she had modelled yesterday. The work was very 'light' with just some fingering and toying. We were speaking in the toilets and as we were leaving became aware that someone was using one of the cubicles. Whoops! We ran out asap. Because there are many Indian chicks on our course I'm not too worried, though, as I've said before, if you saw the way I dress, you'ld guess that I was involved.

June 19

For todays update I picked one of my favourite movies. On my knees (on a cushion to be more comfortable) and after some sucking and rubbing I'm rewarded with a load of sperm right into my mouth that closed over the end of my mans cock. I put my tongue over the tip to stop it all spurting down my throat. A nice mouthful to show camera. And then swallow! Probably better with Limca.

June 12

Updating the site today. I choose a nice blowjob/handjob movie in which, though I look incredibly busy, the actual cumshot happened abit later. Even all my skills can't wring water from stone on demand!

May 28

English History class with sexy Mr XXXXX. Now I know that he has the hots for me because....I make sure I do everything possible to turn him on! He's a young guy. How can he resist?! I open a couple more buttons on the front of my blouse, roll my tongue around the end of my pencil, cross and uncross my legs and make furtive eye contact and then shyly look away. Ha, I'm good at this. ( History should have taught him that we Indians won in the end).Let's hope I get top marks!!

May 21

We have only one computer in our house and it's just used by myself. When I'm infront of it I claim to be studying and even when I doing my webmaster work, no-one's any wiser. Well, so I thought. I just noticed that my dad must have tried his hand at surfing last night. Luckily for me he's a total n00b. If he'd have taken alook in 'History' I might not be writing this today! Better to remember to clear everything after each and every use.

May 14

For something different we did the old cum drinking routine that I've seen on some other websites. After some sucking and wanking, my guy finally came into a glass. I tried to milk out the very last drop. Then I just pretended that it was an Indian lassi and down it went. Creamy smooth!

May 4

The photographer is always asking me to get more of my Indian friends invovled. In truth I'm more than alittle nervous about involving too many people. After all it is meant to be my secret life. Never-the-less my Indian friend Krupta wanted to earn some cash and so came to work with me today. And what a natural model! She even got the photographer to cum into her mouth...on her first job! Maybe all Indian girls would be demons in bed if allowed.

April 24

Though my parents hate them, I buy Hello and OK magazines to help my English language skills. Well...that's what I tell them! Actually I now have the hots for...Jordan! She's just so lovely and sexy. Sometimes I find myself day dreaming about her. The other day, I took one of these magazines into the bathroom and actually fingered myself whilst looking at her breasts and face, and imagining licking her pussy whilst she fingers me. Wanking in the toilet to Jordan...just like a bloke!!

April 1

Looks like we're having a bit of an early spring. Good news for me as I can dress like Bachara tart alittle longer! Brought myself a laptop in PC World yesterday. Gave the sales guy a treat by inserting one of my picture set Cds whilst asking about the computers capibilities for processing large files. The poor guy went beetroot red, more especially when I played a video file. Call me a tart, but after the show I asked if they would give me a Skype phone, you know, for free, and the nice (but very flustered) man said yes. As I left the store I could see him sporting a prominent tentpole!

Mar 14

Today I got out yet another of my dress up clothes, namely the habit of a Nun. I love this look with the idea of me looking so saintly and yet beneath the dark surface there's just an Indian tart. Yes, that's it, a tart trapped in the body of a nun. So true.

Mar 2

Today we worked in the office of the studio. Most of the afternoon was spent with me on the sofa and the photographers dick in my mouth. Though it sounds like fun, it's really hard work for him, and by the time I give the money shot hand job he has seriously 'blue' balls. No such thing as a free lunch!

Feb 25

One of my favourite places to be in the studio is this old chair. It envelopes me and I feel happy and secure.

Feb 18

Took the bus to school as usual today and sat at the back. I was thinking about the photo shoot I did last night and so got myself into a pretty horny state. Well, I happened to be sitting over the rear wheel axle and so....Wow, every little bump gave me the most delicious sensation between my legs. Being the practical girl I am, I moved the books on my lap to cover the hand gently stroking my dark wet slit. Of course, on getting to school, I jumped off the bus and headed for the toilet at full speed. After all, I had work to do!

Feb 14

Kusumita and I have been friends forever. Her family came to England from India with mine together to start a new life here. She shares all my secrets, and this inculdes my web work. Being more daring than me, she even dyed her hair blonde, something my family would just go completely nuts over if I did it. Blonde hair and big tits on an Indian babe...something I'll never know!

Feb 11

Grey day with some rain. Spent the day thinking about my next photo shoot. Because I don't have a boyfriend, and am a horny, young Indian woman, my work with the photographer is my only sexual outlet (apart from my ever tired hand!).The last shot of the day is always a blow job followed by a cum shot, either in my mouth, over my face or on my tits. Well, I decided that it's not fair that the day ends with my very wet pussy going home unsatisfied. So we now have an agreement that before I go, he has to finger and lick me to orgasm. After all, all work and no play makes Madhuri a dull girl!!

Feb 4

I love costume and party clothes and am always looking for something new. Shooting with this bunnygirl outfit was cool, but the ears just wouldn't stay in place. There's an old joke about why women have ears (handles for men when giving blowjobs) but in my case, it proved true as the photographer was constantly moving them back into place.

Jan 31

Because the lock is broken on the bathroom door, I almost got caught masturbating in the bath this morning. As an experiment I'd put a hot wet flannel over my cute little face as my fingers slipped in and out of my shaven cunt (I love that word!). The next thing is that I hear my mother talking to me, asking me what I'm doing! Almost had a heart attack. Luckily for me, the foam bubbles totally covered me (and my moving hand), and I realized she was asking about the flannel covering my face. Whew

Jan 26

Photo shoot today. The photographer flies in from Europe and we the normally work for around a week each time. I take time from collage and tell my family I'm staying with either Rupali or Krupta to help each other with exam prep. The photographer says he looked high and low to find an Indian girl willing to do this work. He says it's very difficult for Indian girls to go againgst culture and appear naked for mens' pleasure. I'm not so sure, as all my Indian friends are happy to work. We think: why should men have all the fun?

Dec 5

Went to see my Indian friend Jaya this evening. She asked me to help her shave her pussy whilst she sat on the edge of the bath. As I spread the shaving cream I realize that Jaya was getting turned on. Once finished and after washing off, I could see she was really creamy (her cream!). Afew flicks of my tongue over her pink clit whilst pushing a couple of fingers in and out had her biting her lip as she came. What service!!

Nov 19

Spent the morning making myself beautiful for the photo and video shoot later this afternoon. Though I'm natuarally quite hairy (like most Indians), I prefer to be shaved as it feels both cleaner and much more sexy to look at. I like to take my time and I use my dads' wet razor along with his shaving foam. If only he knew!

Oct 22

Got a bit of a fright this morning. A boy in my English class told me he'd seen me on the internet. I think he liked what he saw because he was obviously hoping to use this info to get some sort of sexual favours from me in exchange for his silence. Well, this is Madhuri, not some weak willed little girl! Because I knew that he's already engaged to be married, I arranged to meet him at the back of the libary. There I teased and wanked him till he came over the carpet. Because he's so vain, I told him he had a huge dick and asked if I could have a photo as a memento. Of course he said 'yes'. So out with the mobile and...click! I then told him if he ever breathed a word about my secret life, I would destroy his with this photo. He went quite white. Ha Ha!!

Oct 2

Went to see my Indain friend Anupama last night. She was with her boyfriend, XXXX, and through out dinner he was dropping lots of hints about threesomes. Also he was giving me lots of wine. In the end I said that I'll do it, but only touching my friend. So we ended up with me and Anupama in a 69 with XXXX fucking her from behind whilst I tongued her sweet pussy. He then pulled out and spermed over my face. Afterwards he claimed that he hadn't actually touched me. The cheeky buggger!

Sept 17

Had to buy some party costumes today, as the photographer says we need some different looks for the web site. Unfortunately, my mother wanted to do some shopping with me, so I claimed that the clothes were for my friends who were having a party later this week. Of course this lead to my mum going on like auntie-ji about the ills of smoking, drinking and being around young men. If only she knew!!

Sept 5

One of my Indian friends, Indrakshi, has always been interested in my secret life, and decided that she too wanted to have a go. The funny thing is that she always seemed so shy, but on meeting the photographer was happy (and horny) to spread it all. After the shoot she even said that she'd go much further and even take a creamy cum shot in the mouth. Hmmm...maybe I have some competition!

Aug 26

Namaste. My fathers brother, Uncle XXXX came to see us all the way from India. Though I haven't seen him for some years now, I remember how he always had the hots for me, and many times tried, without success, to find a way into my panties. As he sat drinking his tea, I decided to rearrange some things on the table. As I bent over, I heard a loud splutter followed by the sound of the tea cup crashing to the floor. Whoops! I forgot to put any panties on!!

Aug 12

For this afternoons' last shoot, the photographer came over my pretty little face after my sucking and hand job. Lucky guy! Imagine my horror when I got home, and my dad asked me what was that stuff on my neck? Whoops, I hadn't cleaned properly! So I looked him straight in the eye and said that I'd just sucked off a guy and taken a cumshot to the face. Just kidding!!. Thinking quickly, I said that I'd shared an ice cream with one of my friends...and some must of dribbled down there. Yeah right!

Aug 4

Dildo day today! And dressed as a nurse! This is one of my favourite toys as it's just the right size for my petite pussy. And unlike a guy, I can control it to MY liking, and my right hand can certainly outlast any guy!

July 16

I am thinking about taking dance classes. Some years ago I went with a friend and we covered everything from Waltz to Foxtrot to rock and roll. In the end it all went tits up when we found I had 2 left feet. Shame I didn't have a teacher who appreciated the other parts I did have!

June 29

My Indian friend Anusha came round last night and we ended up drinking alittle wine and playing cards. With more and more drunk, we started playing strip poker. And of course with me being as totally useless at cards as I am at holding my drink, I ended up stark naked in no time at all. Well, Anusha didn't want the game to end there, and so we continued, but with dares in place of clothes. After going through me having to finger myself with one, then two, then three fingers, the evening ended with me having to fuck my friends dark Indian pussy with the wine bottle whilst licking her creamy cunt. So it really was a game of 'poke-her'!!

June 25

Shot in the office yesterday with me looking very pretty in a Indian floral dress. It goes without saying I had no panties on underneath. Standing, with one foot on a chair, and then leaning forwards and slightly sideways, I can reach behind and stick a dark wet finger into my sweet little twat. If you were then to come up behind me, well....I guess we all know what would happen!

June 18

Whilst laying on my bed last night eating a banana, I was feeling kinda horny. So having nothing more at hand than the fruit in question, I thought, well, there's a first time for everything! So, laying on my back infornt of the mirror, I spread my legs as wide as possible and started fingering my little cunt until it was nice and juicy. With two fingers I spread my lips and then with the other hand eased the banana into my hole. Pretty soon I had the whole going in and out and what was especially horny was that I was so creamy, with this running down to my asshole like hot sperm. I came so strongly that my vaginal contrations actually 'bit' the banana in two, with half staying up my cunt! Mind you, it was so sexy, squeezing it out, hot, sticky and juicy into my dark little hand. Yum!

June 12

Whilst doing today's updates I found myself looking through the videos. It's funny seeing yourself on the screen doing things which are normally intimate. But having said that, I do like to see my dark Indian body and sweet sexy pussy. Funnily enough, though I'm sure taking a load of sticky cum into my mouth is probably the high point for many of you guys, it's not the sexiest thing for Madhuri. That would be....the shape of my mouth, especially when it forms that "O", as the dildo or finger slides in. As you can imagine, I found myself getting quite moist sitting at the computer, so much so that I needed some privacy in my room to get off that pent up sexual tension.

June 6

Photo and video work today. Nothing too heavy, just a sofa, my wet Indian cunt, my finger and a rock hard cock! Whatever word association game you want to play....well you'ld win with any combination!

May 29

Driving out of the petrol station a couple of mornings and some tosser tries to cut infront of me and ends up smashing my front wing. Of course there isn't a mark on his vehicle, but mine'll need a new wing and repray down the side. I drive a Smart, and because it's covered with funky graphics and maintained by Mercedes Benz, and because I'm only on third party, translates to a whopping bill. Fucksocks!

May 22

If you were to call me and ask me out on a date yesterday, I could honestly say I was doing my hair! Though in the pics it appears to be black, it has some burgandy in it. Over the years I' had quite afew different styles, but always let it grow back long. In my teens I was even (for a very short time) blonde. As you can imaging, my Indian parents saw the end to that!

May 14

The other day I was talking about cock sucking technique after watching one of my Indian friends perform during a shoot. There is a certain skill necessary for photographing this from my part, mainly involving at what angle I hold my head, so that the open mouth can be seen clearly. Because there is only one chance each time we shot, I have to get it right, even if this involves some discomfort from me. For instance, awhile back, whilst shooting a cock sucking that culminated in an open mouthed cum shot, the blast of sperm hit the back of my throat making me gag and turn away. Not good! So now I always am ready with my tongue to stop this happening again. Like-wise, knowing when to stop sucking and to open the mouth. Too early, and there's a long wait, to late and there's cum over everything apart from my face! And then there's the skill of letting it slowly dribble out one corner of my mouth....and all the time looking hot and sexy!! Serious skills!

May 9

I cooked a delicious French style meal for my family last night. Chicken breast in white wine, served with dauphinoes potatoes and sauted veg. Went down like a lead ballon. Though I'm always trying to open their blinkered eyes, it always comes down to "Indian is best". Why do I bother?

May 5

Getting alot of attention from my online social networking entry. Because I listed myself as "Bi" it seems to be causing some unhappiness in some Indian men, who can't help but write me abuse because of it. (Of course I can't put my real work here). But the vast majority are lovely and sweet men, but all wanting to chat on MSN for some reason! But I have a rule that I don't do chat as it's too personal. None of these guys would be interested in a relationship if they knew of my "real" job, so I don't want them to get too close. It's a shame really, as I can see quite afew I'd like to get to know better. Also I don't want to get addicted to answering people back, or waiting for replies. No, I just like to have very brief on-line encounters and then say goodbye!

May 2

Quiet day spent shopping with my Mum. We went into town with Dad (he is a bus driver, (how typically Indian is that!) and bought some clothes and bits and bobs. I spent some money on my mother, because this is the only way she believes that my "business" is going well. McDees' for lunch and a tour for me around Topshop, before heading home in the late afternoon. Night in with Eastenders and then answering emails and doing some updates. Then bed with a book. Just my idea of a lovely day.

April 28

Boy did I work hard today. The photographer said that though he normally refrains from sex at least a couple of days before shooting to ensure a decent load of cum, his girlfriend wanted to do the do the previous night. Twice!! So at work, not only did it take ages to get him hard, but lots and lots of sucking and rubbing to produce a small dribble of sperm. To make the most of it, I let it dribble alittle down my chin, size being relative and my chin being very small!

April 25

I think my little brother might have an idea of what I'm doing. He told me today that some of his school friends had seen me on the internet doing "dirty things". He seemed both in awe of me (his friends obviously said some hot things about me) and at the same time, kinda disturbed by me posing nude. Well I'm sure his friends pointed him to the website and he was able to have a good look. We have an understanding, that he'll keep quiet, and I'll not tell about those "dirty" magazines he has hidden away. It's kinda yukky thinking about it but...I wonder if he gets hot looking at his sexy Indian sister?

April 18

Finally got up the courage to tell my parents that I no longer want to attend collage, but want to make my "Web design" business the main focus of my life. Suprisingly they weren't upset, but said that they'd noticed how busy I'd become and hoped I was making enough money. I then showed them some design work I'd done, and of course, with them being pretty computer illiterate, they were very impressed. I'm feeling very positive.

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My No.1 fan is always writing such sweet things about me. He keeps a blog http:/ilovemadhuri/thumblogger.com and puts down his thoughts and fantasies with regard to me work. It's really quite flattering and he seems to want to spread the word about how much he loves my website to anyone who'll listen. Funnily enough, he's never actually contacted me (there's a Contact Madhuri button on the Members' Page). Maybe he's just shy, more especially as he likes to speak of what he'd like to do to me, which usually involve his cock and one of my orifices!

April 7

Because my Indian parents had said they would be visiting relatives, I invited the photographer around to the house so we could do some more 'normal' pics using the rooms as backdrops. Well there we were, in my bedroom, me with a cock in my mouth and dildo up my cunt when...we heard the key in the front door lock! Just like in those crappy 70's movies, I had to stuff the poor photographer, along with his hard-on, into my wardrobe and then dive onto the bed with a book, pretending to read and hold an innocent pose. My mother had forgotten some shit, but they then had to faff around for what seemed like bloody ages. I honestly felt like a teenager who has snuck her first boyfriend into her bedroom.

April 4

Today was a funny work day in that I went to work to shoot some cock sucking and cum eating, but ended up doing some dildo and fingering. And why? Well, the poor photographer just couldn't get it up. Now I have my tried and trusted techniques which normally involve a special cock massage whilst rolling my tongue around with the helmet. Always works. Or so I thought. After about ten minutes of what must of been heaven for any normal guy, still nothing was happening. I'm afraid there's no "Plan B", so we just had to get on and shoot me doing the do to myself. And then guess what? Just as we were finishing, the photographer gets a huge hard on! So being the nice girl that I am, I help my friend out, and end up swallowing a tasty load. Isn't that what friends are for?

Mar 30

Watching my sexy Indian friend, Rupali, suck cock during a photo shoot the other day, made me realize that there are many ways to skin a cat (as they say!). She has this thing where she sucks and then lets the dick pop out of her mouth with, of course, a popping noise. Also she likes to spend as much time on licking and squeezing the balls as she does on the cock. Now, balls are just not my cup of tea, mainly because I can't get used to picking the wirey pubic hair out of my teeth later. I tend to just concentrate on the helmet and sometimes run my tongue up and down the shaft. But I must confess that Rupali has taught me that licking the helmet just as the guy cums, helps get every last drop. Waste not want not (as they say!).

Mar 26

Had a strange and disturbing email today. One of my subscribers seems to have mixed up reality with fantasy and says he's going to marry me. OK that doesn't sound so bad but....he then goes on to claim to know where I live, and says he'll come to the house to ask my parents permission for him to 'save' me from my debauched life! Looking through the billing information, I see that he's based in 'Hicksville', USA, and my guess is, he doesn't even have a passport.It appears that not one week goes by without some nutcase wanting to 'save Madhuri', claim Madhuri, and generally help Madhuri mend her wicked ways. and the funny thing is that they only know me from sitting infront of their computers wanking over my pics and vids. I guess they want me there in the flesh!

Mar 21

My Indian girlfriend, Indrakshi, came by last night wanting to see herself on the web site. Secretly I think she was more interested in what the subscribers might be saying about her. And of course, everyone was so sweet, well, they were saying how much they'ld like to fuck her, so much the same thing! As we sat side by side at my new computer upstairs in my bedroom, I could feel her getting hot. She was then surfing for porn videos clips. Being one of my best friends, it was my pleasure to help her out by sliding my hand down her panties and playing with her hot pussy lips. Pretty soon she was writhing around as I thrust my fingers into her wettness, before gripping my hand between her vice-like thighs, and biting her lip to stop herself being heard downstairs. What service!

Mar 18

Treated myself to a new phone. It's an LG chocolate, but in new white. It's pretty cool looking, thought the keys take alittle getting used to after my Nokia. I downloaded lots of new ring tones and even put some saucy pics and video clips (of yours truely of course!) into the gallery. Now whenever I'm feeling horny, I always have some material to look at whilst I finger myself. Thanks LG!!

Mar 13

These last few days have been very quiet. I haven't been going to college, partly because of this web work now taking up so much of my time, and also because I'm kinda sick of school. I enjoy this work so much more.Though I have some friends at college, most of my girlfriends come from my own Indian community, and so I see them when I want. This job, gives me both finacial reward, and the satisfaction of knowing that I don't really have a boss, well apart from my subscribers! The physical side of the work is fun, and the web side is interesting in that I'm learning something new each day. Though it doesn't make me alot of money, it does give me freedom. As an aside, my Indian parents think that Madhuri's making some cash on the side by designing web sites. And because this is a subject so totally foriegn to them, they never ask much. So useful!

Mar 8

Off to B & Q (a local hardware store) to get some brackets in order to put up a book shelf above my bed (I'm more practical than I look!). I had such a laugh in the store, asking the young assistant, "if he had a big screw to fill my hole?" A joke even behyond those Carry-On films...but it got alot of smiles.

Mar 5

Every now and again, the photographer comes up with some idea that he thinks our subscribers might like to see. It goes without saying that many of these involve his cock spurting a huge load into Indian Mahuris mouth! Once in a while, he'll decide that cum drinking is the order of the day, and so it'll either make use of my shoe or a small glass. And so it was yesterday, with me giving him a handjob (after lots of sucking and licking) until he came onto my shoe. I then tipped the shoe back and guzzled down his load. I guess it's just a variation from drinking champayne from a glass slipper!

Mar 3

That time of the month, so feeling pretty shitty. Quiet day laying on my bed listening to music. Right now I have Snow Patrols' "Chasing Cars" going round my brain, driving me nuts...and probably driving my family quite mad, as I hum it all the time.

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After knowing (or knowing as well as one can through an on-line Indian social site) I met XXXXX at a local cafe. He was very sweet and within no time at all we found ourselves back at his place doing the do. I like to consider myself a considerate lover, willing a accomadate most sexual tastes, but not normally on the first 'date'. So I found it alittle shocking that, after taking me from behind (sooo good!), I felt him withdraw and then try to thrust into my ass. Now I love anal but only when I'm fully relaxed, and only with someone whose really special. Plus it's always better if I've had an aneama before hand. In all the porn videos you see, there is ALWAYS an unseen aneama beforehand, otherwise there's just lots of shit everywhere. When I tried to suggest that maybe not this time by reaching behind to steer his cock back into my wet twat, he knocked my hand away and tried even harder. But I have a very tight little ass hole, and sweezing this meant that nothing, but nothing would be getting in there! So, though we finished up with me taking a mouthful of his sperm, I knew that this type of macho was not for me. I'm kind of glad I discovered it so early.

Jan 30

Had one of what seems like an increasing number of obsessed men/stalkers yesterday. I worked for a magazine, shooting a girl/girl set in a studio down in London. Normally there are only the photographer, make-up artist and assistant present. But for some unknown reason, yesterdays shooot seemed packed with guys just ogling. Though I found it a bit uncomfortable, I'm professional enough to get on with the job. On finishing, one guy in particular wanted to talk to me. It was kind of creepy and I did my best to make some small talk and then say goodbye. But on leaving the building,there he was, again trying to waylay me. By the time I got to my car things were alittle heavy, and I was glad to finally lock the door. Thinking back, I can see how some men might mistake fantasy with reality, thinking that this work is the real me. Sad really.

Jan 27

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Jan 18

Big row with mum and dad last night. They want me to stop going around dressed like a Kamathipura whore (my dad's words) and be more modest. They say that the neighbours are talking and it makes them feel as if they've somehow failed as parents.I try to tell them that my independent attitude actually means the opposite, but am fighting a battle againgst an ingrained community view. God knows what they would do if they had any idea of my secret life.

Jan 16

Had to pop into the local sex shop yesterday as I'm in need of some new toys for the photo work. Funny going in as a girl as everybody inside suddenly starts to feel very self conscious as they stand infront of the rows of magazines. I think it must be an English thing. I selected a number of different dildos and then asked in a loud voice whether I could try them out for size. Well, you could have heard a pin drop.Just to keep everyone happy,I then asked about the different gels, with special emphasise on the anal lube. All the old tossers looked ready for a heart attack. I think there was a collective sign of relief after I left the shop. Sometimes I think the British are more uptight than us Indians.

Jan 8

Thought I'd splash out on dinner tonight, really do it all in style. And so went and got everyone fish and chips. Lots of salt and vineger and a side of mushy peas. Ummm, so good! Probably pay for it tomorrow with a huge spot on my arse!

Jan 4

Tesco's shopping the weekly stuff with my mum last night. I always think that we must look a funny pair as she likes to dress in a pretty traditional auntie-ji manner, and I like to look like an Indian pornstar!! Don't get me wrong, I really do like many things about my culture. It's just that since coming to England, I kind of prefer the English style. I do still sometimes wear bindi, Kada, bangles and other Indian ornaments, but stop when it comes to the saree. I like to be sexy for the guys....and I love the idea of them looking and then fantising about my face and body. If you've got it, then flaunt it!

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Dec 28

Today I was working in the office with my man, and before you could say 'Hot Indian Babe' I was being photographed maturbating on the stairs. Not many office workers can claim to have had such days.

Dec 27

Another day, another toilet and another Indian nurse sucking cock. It's a tough job...but someones got to do it!